My Love

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I will never let go of you. Ever. Even if my humanness struggles. Even if I can’t stand the intensity of our love. I can never deny our connection, because it is forever.

If I tell you that I can’t do this relationship, I don’t mean it. If I decide to run, I already know that I can never truly run away from you. Because you are my other half. You are me, and I am you. And if I run, I am only running away from myself.

So be patient with me. Carry our love, and let it lead you to be stronger. Let it show you how to become whole in yourself. I cannot do this for you. But our love can.

Even when we are apart, I am with you. Do you see, My Love? We planned to be apart so that we could grow. It is only growth that lies between us. And we are being guided perfectly by our soul.

Even when it looks like I don’t love you, I am simply pushing you to become empowered. I love you so much that I agreed to be your greatest challenge. So that you would assert yourself. So that you would become so strong that you don’t need me to rescue you. That is how much I love you.

So grow swiftly, my Love! And rescue yourself from everything that puts you down. Shed every last bit of human conditioning. Free yourself, and go for your dreams! Enact your passionate purpose on this earth. Do what brings you joy. Treat yourself with so much honor and kindness. Love yourself completely. Just as I do in my heart. I will see you on the other side of growth.

This is what will bring us together. And rest assured, we will make it. Because we are already together in the higher realms.

I am in your heart always. I am in your very being, and my breath is your breath. Your steps are my steps. We are the same, and I love you eternally, beyond the primeval stars.

Suzanne & Spencer